Death does determine life.
I think to scandalize is a right, to be scandalized is a pleasure, and those who refuse to be scandalized are moralists.
If I then discovered a cancer in myself and died, I'd consider it a victory of that reality of things. 
I am black with love/ neither boy nor nightingale/ perfectly whole as a flower/ I desire without impulse 
my religion was but a fragrance. 
The revolution is now just a sentiment. 
For to a boy it can seemthat he shall never have what he alone
has never had.
The mark which has dominated all my work is this longing for life, this sense of exclusion, which doesn't lessen but augments this love of life. 
Woe to him who doesn't know this Christian faith is bourgeois. 
Truth lies not only in a dream, but in many dreams. 
Once life is finished it acquires a sense; up to that point it has not got a sense; its sense is suspended and therefore ambiguous. 
And dead an epoch of our existence, which in a world destined to humiliate us was moral light and resistance. 