I was enamored with him. And I was excited. And I was enjoying it. 
I have spent the past several years working so hard to just move on, and to try and build a life for myself. 
Do you want me to answer that? 
I felt like a piece of trash. I felt dirty and I felt used and I was disappointed. 
He could have made it right with the book. But he hasn't. He is a revisionist of history. He has lied. 
At one point, I actually, ironically, thought I might go into criminology and work with the FBI. 
And I felt sorry, and I have felt bad about what happened. 
There is a very personal price to public humiliation, and the growth of the Internet has jacked up that price. 
The more shame, the more clicks; the more clicks, the more advertising dollars. 
My creativity comes from an unhoned place, if 'unhoned' is a word ... 
Getting and keeping my immunity became very important to me. For I needed to take care of myself and my family. No one else was worried about me. 
I've been told by the prosecutors and by my own attorneys I should go to law school. I guess I have a knack for it. 
It's time to burn the beret and bury the blue dress. 
I know I will never have an affair with a married man again. 
Public humiliation is a commodity and shame is an industry, 
It was a mutual relationship. 
I was Patient Zero. The first person to have their reputation completely destroyed worldwide via the Internet. 
The jokes that take my last name and equate them to a sex act ... is a really cruel thing to do. 
I was brought up with lies all the time ... that's how you got along ... I have lied my entire life ... 
To mock at a soul in pain is a dreadful thing. 
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't angry some days. But I really have worked hard to put a lot of the anger and disappointment in the past. 
I've learned not to put things in my mouth that are bad for me. 