Because teenagers don't have adult responsibilities yet, you can create your own drama, and it's a universe of your own emotions.
From the first Lauren Luke tutorial I watched, I was completely taken with her.
Try to remember that decisions are made by individual, fallible personalities, not gods. It's hard. I know.
I can be like that: forgetting how hard it was to do something after I'm past it. 
And the sad happiness said, You know precisely when you're going to finish. 