And that's where I'm finally at today - my life is about being with my family. This is what's important. 
It's me. I chose this. I chose all of this - this rock has been waiting for me my entire life. I've been moving towards it my whole life.
I certainly made mistakes.
Judging by my degradation in the last 24 hours, I'll be surprised if I make it to Tuesday.
Everything happens for a reason, and part of that beauty of life is that we're not allowed to know those reasons for certain. 
You'll never find your limits until you've gone too far. 